Feast or famine...

I've decided that if I can get my behind learning I can actually make some money doing this job.

I just love being busy but you wonder if by being busy you actually make any money.

I've got lots of stuff on my plate, but I'm unsure if any of it will come to anything. Health is tough you want to help people and get them what they need but Nevada is tough the people who need it the most are the one's least likely to get the help.
I've got a few leads that I'm working but who knows.

On a life front I've got two kids (nieces) in college now and my nephew is in his senior year. I'm so proud of all of them and I realize that all that I've done for them will enhance their dreams. It's my job to live my dreams but knowing that you helped someone reach a place in their lives where they can be or do anything is so wonderful.

Too bad their brats.

My two babies are wonderful, R my oldest seems to be as loving and wonderful as ever. He loves his little baby brother, A with hugs and kisses all over him. It's great, now if I only made a few thousand more a month.
The child support finally arrived but was spent on diapers and formula before I really could figure out what to do with it. In the next few weeks I'll be opening a savings account for them so that they can have some sort of nest egg.
As for their father, my ex, we're sorting things out. I don't think I could ever live with him full time but sometimes it's nice to have someone to cuddle with. He's continuing to have health problems, right now his teeth which are in really bad shape. I think he needs to have them all pulled and have dentures put in. I don't care, when you care about somebody it's not about the physical it's about the healthy.

Rib cook off is this weekend and I want to go so bad!